Three months on T today! Woohoo! And I am loving the changes i’m seeing/hearing.
Content Warning: Talk of private parts and shit like that
I’m still working on my name change and i’m waiting to hear the final judgement from the court and it’s making me anxious lately but hopefully it won’t be too much longer. Courts are so confusing and take awhile.
I got upped from 1 pump of the T gel to 2 pumps.
All the changes so far
Getting hairier – i’m noticing more hair on my legs (especially my thighs) and arms (and darker hair to) as well as face. I still can’t do anything with my facial hair but the right side of my face is finally getting some hair! Right now it’s a lot of vellus hair, at least that’s what i’ve heard it’s called, which means it’s really light and it will get darker when it turns terminal. I have a mix of vellus and terminal hairs on my face and it’s sporadic lol. The vellus hairs are impossible to get to show up on camera.
My voice is dropping. I use an app called “Voice Pitch Analyzer” to track my voice progress (it has you read a short ~1 minute passages from a book – The Picture of Dorian Gray specifically) as well as short videos of me saying my name and how long i’ve been on T so I can hear it.
The voice app, here is how it started Pre-T on February 1st and I started T on February 2nd.
Now here it is in April 22nd and today (you can see the date at the top of the app)
Just 3 months in 🙂 Here is a video of my voice on Day 1 of T and last night
3 Months on T
I seem to be getting slightly warmer and sweatier (I didn’t really sweat at all Pre-T)
Higher sex drive
Happier, less crying (I can still cry)
Some acne (not a ton but more than I had. Usually on my nose but one asshole pimple was in my crotch area and omg that one hurt!)
My bottom growth aka Tdick is growing. If you have no idea what that means, T makes the clit turn into a mini-dick. It ends up growing to look like one (with the clitoral hood being the foreskin, fellas, WASH UNDER YOUR FORESKIN) and act like one. Obviously there’s no hole so you can’t pee or cum out of it however it gets hard, gets random boners (yes random, having a boner does not mean a guy is aroused. They just happen sometimes, especially during puberty, which i’m currently going through…again…in my 30s… but can still happen when older), and pleasure and orgasm feel different. I love my little dude, though the random boners are a bit painful with no warning and like “wtf you hard for?” lol. I found random boner memes on the internet …
As a trans man who currently gets random boners and a period, neither should be considered shameful imho. They are both out of the persons control.
I’m in many trans reddits and found the reddit GrowYourTDick (Tdick being what trans guys often call it) where Trans guys will post pics of their Tdicks and talk about pumping and something called DHT cream. I haven’t looked into it. But from what I gather the average is probably 1-3 inches when it’s done? I’m already over an inch when hard and it can continue growing for a few years. Generally in spurts.
I have an easier time eating food like a normal person. I was born with vacterl association and a part of that for me (it’s an acronym) is imperforate anus and with that comes a lot of stomach problems for me. My body doesn’t like to eat because my stomach doesn’t like to work to put it lightly. So the fact I can now eat a bit easier is friggin awesome!
Here are some pictures I took last night of my face
I’m not trying to look mean, i’m just trying to see my face without a smile changing it lol.